my bear

i really miss my bear right now. he has been working a lot to take care of our family and do a good job, and we really appreciate all his hard work for us. but also he has had some work trips and not much time off and some late evenings, and today it all kind of hit me. he's leaving town tomorrow morning to go be with his daddy (after the heart attack this morning) and i'm really missing him already. i think it's the aggregate of all the time i'm not getting to see him or not enough of him and not seeing him now for a week (at least) is hitting me really hard. also it has been an emotional and busy and hot (never good for me) day and that's probably doing a number on me too. probably tomorrow i will feel better after some rest, but right now i'm feeling very sad and lonely.